Hello my children,

so it has been over 7 months and a lot has happened. I finished a couple short films, soon to be screening at no-name festivals around nowhere in particular. Keep your eyes open, that would help my self esteem.  After that I finished my work at the Hatch Billops collection, packed my things and found my way to GAY Paris. And oh is it ever that….Paris.  The language is coming slowly but i have been meeting some cool people. Not as fast as I would like. I had hoped before moving that there might be this underground private community of people who discuss politics, make art projects, and create philosophies in a basement someplace (in my mind they were all super attractive too). Four months have past and I still haven’t found it. Several people have told me eventually i should move to Berlin, where the health care is apparently just as good and rent is cheaper. It is now something i might consider.  I have not been creating enough here and it has made me a bit depressed. I need to get back to making something. anything. blaaaaah. btw. it is 230 am. I have a meeting in the morning at about 8 am and I have no feeling of fatigue in my body at all. In fact i just went for a walk around my neighborhood and it was dead as a doornail, but not I. I wonder if i can survive in a city that sleeps. that said, i am not done with Europe. I really think that after all is said and done i will either settle or return to Brooklyn. You know, once the price of real estate has gone down.  (wink wink. tug tug)  let’s see so what is there to say… nothing really. hell of a blog this was. raise your hands if you are bored.                             there. i raised both my hands. it is silly too because i have so much i could learn, but sometimes i am just not in the mood for studying.  There is this amazing feeling i have here, though, that even when i am not trying to learn anything if I am talking with people here I am in a constant state of intellectual growth. at least it feels that way.  hey, right now, i am going to sign off and try to read something. or eat something, or write something, or be something.